It's a simple girl with the never ending story...

2010-06-11T17:07:00.001+08:00

I FORGET MY USERNAME FOR MY CURRENT BLOG! ---ITS-A-NEVER-ENDING-STORY.BS....

i HAVE TO CREATE A NEW BLOG! ROAR. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

relink me (;
http://its-a-never-ending-story.blogspot.com/

2009-12-06T21:14:00.001+08:00

2009-11-30T19:55:00.002+08:00

Azimah is back! (:
Complete RARA. How wonderful right?

Thank God that Azimah come back safely, really miss her!
Thank her for the presents she bought. Really sweet of her.
Her mum gave us $15 for nothing. We were like totally lost.
Haha
I'm just happy.

2009-11-25T16:47:00.001+08:00

Yay I'm back!

I miss everyone, including my big big bed (:

Things to do:

Go on a diet!
Buy school stuff

2009-11-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

Current timing: 10:58PM

I'm leaving tomorrow ): I'm really depress and sad.
I'm going to miss RAA & B like crazy!!!!!!
I don't want to leave.

I don't wish dawn will arrive soon.

goodbye my friends,
see you soon.

Photos time :)

2009-11-12T21:36:00.009+08:00

Radom photos :D

FLYING OFF

2009-11-11T13:32:00.002+08:00

Hey people,

I'm flying off to Japan in a few days time. 5 Days!
But for sure it is going to come and go very fast, just like a bullet train.
I hope that i will not cry or miss home. If I do, it will be terrible.

Bye people.

2009-11-07T23:12:00.006+08:00

Hey people,

D: crying for help!

I have to wake up @ 5am tomorrrow, but i'm still awake. Hehe.
Tomorrow i'm participating some in Red Cross activities. I have to wear RC uniform -.- [great dude.]

One more week, i'm flying off to Japan and Taiwan ^-^

I'm both happy and sad at the same time.
Happy - i love to travel & shop.
Sad - I will miss my friends & baby.

And i'm going to miss my friend's birthday! -_-
It's a pity. I really want to celebrate together.

Bye earthlings.

2009-11-06T22:47:00.001+08:00

I bought a purple waterbottle...

I was trying to find a non-scratchable and the colour green.
However, i don't find any >_<

2009-11-06T22:22:00.005+08:00

Hey friends! :D

Today was the last day of Poly attachment, I think i will miss the food & classmates there.
Actually i don't think my choice of Poly is TP, so i bought their TP foolscap paper as memorial.
I'm not saying that TP is not good school, it's just not my choice.
I prefer Singapore Poly, and that's my first choice!

After Poly Attachment, I went to school for the NYAA stuff.
Rashidah was acting/behaving like a crazy women! :
Anyway after the NYAA thing, we went to do last minute CIP @ school with RAA and Mr Ashiq.
We helped to wrapped presents for the Vietnam kids. I think it was quite meaningful.
Azimah get well soon, your tummy cramps! ^_<
Hehehe!
Atirah "you should know i created a ITL academy (it's a secret between RARA) just for you! Be happy alright?"

Baby
Hehe, see i finally blog about you. Happy? Excited? Don't forget to eat, till you grow fat!
I leave the best for the last do remember!

2009-11-04T21:33:00.004+08:00

Hey people!

Oh gosh, I'm dead tired. I just came back from jogging :D MUST KEEP FIT!
Today @ poly was quite boring as i felt really lethargic. I just have to bear with it for another 2 more days.
Our so called "buddies" don't seemed to really welcomed us. They were just doing their own business. NVM
But what lightens my day was one TP student name "Kelly" It was really nice of her to bring me from engineering school to IT School to find my friends. Then she have to go back alone to find her friends. Really sweet of her! Thanks Kelly. :)

This few days i think i must keep myself quite, i really want to get back with the old Rachel past few months, cause i grew so much anti-social. I mean it! REALLY SUPER ANTI-SOCIAL. I don't really talk much to people nowadays unless they talk to me. I just hope i will be the "old Rachel" again.

2009-11-03T11:17:00.000+08:00

I'm currently @ TP comp lab.

2009-11-02T20:17:00.003+08:00

Today,
Life @ TP
was kind of alright, but i think it could be further improved.
As for the lectures, i don't really quite understand even if i tried to pay attention.
:D

Additional -
I really have something in mind,
but i just can't share on here.
I just feel really frustrated sometimes.
I really feel that i was just being someone to _______________________________________________________.
NVM.

Bye earthlings.

2009-10-31T11:20:00.002+08:00

Today went for CIP-collecting news papers, i must say it was quite fun indeed.
Atirah and I bumped our heads together because of snatching newspaper. hahaha :D

2009-10-26T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hey friends,

How was your day?
Today was kind of "Bad Day" to me. Never mind, that was the history.

"Happy Birthday 09 Mummy"

I bought her a shoe & Birthday Cake.

I made for her Flowers too.

Spent around $70++

Of course it is worth it,

because she is my mum.

She was the one who provide my living expenses for 15years!

I love mummy! :DDD

Wednesday is Mentor's graduation day!

Today's interview was great. Miss Joice said we did a terrific job!

2009-10-25T00:05:00.004+08:00

BABY (:
DON'T CRY --Tears of Joy

2009-10-23T23:12:00.001+08:00

2009-10-23T20:20:00.003+08:00

Hey,

My final results EMB3 of 13points.
This is totally bad.

So far the best EMB3 is 10points. Good for them!

I just got to improve and work harder on my English, Maths and Social Studies.
My goal is 10POINTS!

I am temporally interested to take up Poly classes like
Tourism,
Accounting & Business,
Hotel management (?)

I don't know these are the few i am quite interested.

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RARA chalet,
I'm quite disappointed somehow,
i really sincerely want people to go.
I know some of them was not really quite happy with us for our past mistakes,
but it's over.
Please don't hold grudges against us.
We just want everyone to go,
Seriously i will appreciate that.
But why?

):

I just want to close the chapter of this year 2009 happily,
is it that difficult to fulfil my wish?

2009-10-22T19:51:00.003+08:00

Hey friends!

Got back your results? Are you satisfied?

Alright, I'm kind of disappointed with some of my results.

End Of Year
English: Botherline pass
Maths: A2
Physics: A2
Chemistry: A1
POA: A1
CL: ?
Geography: B3
Social Studies: FAIL

Overall
English: estimated B4
Maths: B3
Combined Science: A1 or A2
POA: A1
CL: ?
Combined Humanities: estimated B4 or C5 ?

Pathetic right?

To: RAA
Cheer up girls, you are improving!
All just got to is to work harder!
:DDDDDDDDDD

2009-10-21T19:11:00.002+08:00

What dose it means by "beautiful nightmare?"

Hey peeps!

Today our poor Atirah was left alone to Temask Poly.
I'm really sorry. We felt incomplete without you! D:

OMG!
Got back my physics results.
I scored badly for section A.
However overall for EOY i scored an A2, just on the spot 70 Marks.
BUT it's quite a miracle because i did not really study much.
Alright, all depends on one word. FOCUS
Haha, that's what Ms Ng always say.
Anyway just cannot wait to get back rest of my results,
hope it will be good and not bad.

My future is in my results hands.

What is your biggest fear?
I'm afraid when i am left alone.

2009-10-18T12:29:00.003+08:00

4 more weeks!

I am going to Japan & Taiwan :P

I can't wait to go to the beach @ Japan,

the water is crystal clear.

I plan to collate the sand, seashells

and even SEAWATER!

If the custom allows..

I want to go for their hot spring too..!

As for Taiwan,

i can't wait to do my crazy shopping there!

Night market(!!)

Alright, i'm carzy. Haha

cya peeps soon!

2009-10-17T18:17:00.001+08:00

I cannot wait to receive back my results! After all the hard work,
i seriously hope i can do well. :D

2009-10-17T14:00:00.002+08:00

I miss her songs!

2009-10-17T13:45:00.001+08:00

Check this out!

2009-10-17T13:15:00.003+08:00

Exams are over! :D

However,i feel very bored...maybe i am used to studying (?)
For the past few days i have insomnia, i tried many ways getting to sleep but i can't.
maybe for whatever reason or stuff i am thinking about.

I love my room, it's so clean and neat now. THANKS to my wonderful friends. I'm thinking to re-paint my room. Although i love green so much and my present room colour is green. I decided to paint it brown. My dear mummy said that it's better to paint it brown, because it's cooling & trendy. Haha - weird ideas from her.

I'm selected for a poly attachment. Praise The Lord! I was shocked at first, but of course i am happy. I have chosen the course "Integrated Facility Management" I thought it will be good opportunity as i will have a chance to experience many things. I will be attending the poly classes with year one students for one week. I'm kind of scared. I am still thinking what to wear for the whole week. First impression counts a lot. :P

I wish that i can forget about...

:D

2009-10-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

Hello friends,

How's exams? Being pretty busy yea.

All the best!

Suddenly, i miss those days when i went to the "china trip"

those memories.

Haha

Really funny.

But i enjoy it.

Let's learn from mistakes...

2009-09-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

CARELESS MISTAKES...

are my enemy...

For the first time,

I did extremely bad for my maths CA,

I lost 7 marks because of careless mistakes.

One of the grave mistakes i have made was,

i copied the wrong number to the question!

For twice..

Thanks to my friends/graph :D

for helping me.

Thank you,

Your welcome for saying thank you,

Thank you for saying your welcome for thank you.

Hahahahahahaha...

GOOD NEWS!

LOOK HERE...

SPECIALLY a BIG THANK YOU TO

MISS ATIRAH Bte Abdul Aziz

__Certificate of Top Baker__

Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha,

& I wil always love baby

Exams...exams...exams....and more exams...!

2009-09-25T17:26:00.002+08:00

Hello friends, how's your day?

Anyway exams is going to start next week. How fast...after exams...i am just going to enjoy like crazy.
I want to fulfil my dreams during the holidays. Haha, crap not even over yet. I want to think of this stuff.

2009-09-18T22:50:00.001+08:00

Hello (:
I'm happy!
TODAY RARA had a wonderful time :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Love them ((:

Happy Grandparent's Day

2009-09-13T11:50:00.004+08:00

Check the Calendar, what do you see? 13 September 2009. >>> Grandparent's Day <<<
Why am i so "in" to this day? Because i love my grandparents... looking at the past i really think that i am super "Playful" and "Rude".
I had come so far, part of the reason is them. (:

Few more hours before ending school holiday... hahaha should i cry or smile?
Many things had happened passed few days... there is good and bad.
I just hope the GOOD one will appear more often!
JIA YOU (((((:

Sometimes i just have the werid feeling about us..
maybe,
it's th einfulence by tv programmes.
obviously is the negative ones.

2009-09-11T12:26:00.001+08:00

Hello people (:

Today i'm feeling happy ((((:

2009-09-10T19:04:00.004+08:00

Thank God,

my cramps did not come in the morning

or else i won't be able to attend Chemistry class.

But it came in the afternoon D:
Pain Pain...

I realised that i don't know a lot of things!
\

NICE SONG (:

2009-09-09T09:32:00.000+08:00

Hello (:
I had a great time yesterday...
I love it...
Haha
Thanks to RAA ((((((:

2009-09-07T21:10:00.001+08:00

:D

Today went to P.O.D with my friends.
I enjoyed having fun with them,
Played the gituar,
helping them with their project,
played the game True or dare,
studying,

Hahaha, just fun.

I wonder why Singapore has no starry night...

2009-09-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

:D

Today went to P.O.D with my friends.
I enjoyed having fun with them,
Played the gitaur,
helping them with their project,
played the game True or dare,
studying

Hahaha, just fun.

I wonder why Singapore has no starry night...

:D

2009-09-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

Just finished revising a bit of my physics! Tired ~
D: Lot's of homework not yet done. Especially Chinese 2 essays total of 6 to 9 pages!
Happy revising!

2009-09-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

Hehe just finish bathing,

i love the smell of my hair!

Fruity (:

Hi people,

How was today English CA6?

I did not managed to complete on time.

Given time 45mins,

just hope i will pass with a B3 at least.

Holidays are coming soon (:

But not to enjoy,

But to study.

Today Chemistry lesson really pissed me off.

The class were extremely noisy!

I can't even concentrate well.

ROAR

There's something on my mind.

2009-09-01T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hello (:

I'm so stress,

dozens of homework!

Anyway just

All The Best

for exams.

2009-08-30T09:04:00.000+08:00

Hi people,

What's up. Teacher's Day is coming! My poor pocket has a hole in it. Anyway it's alright,
this is a time for us to apperciate and thank our Teachers!

Exams are coming really soon, everyone feels so stressed up.
There ar tonnes of homework to be done.
Happy Home-working!

2009-08-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time sine i blog.
How's life?

I cried today, sad. But many came to comfort me. * thanks rash for the picture you drew for me.
Thanks guys! :D

We got back our maths results. Suprisingly i passed with an A2.
Eventually,I thought i was gonna just passed. Thank God, the graph question in scored 10/10 which help me get an A2.
If i was careful enough...i could get extra 5marks! The reason was my first question i did not managed to read instruction clearly and i lost five marks! Nevermind learn from mistakes then.

I guess tomorrow going to get back more results.
Good luck.

I promised i will not give up, if you don't do anything stupid

2009-08-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today,

3 words

I hate it

Be it in school or at home, problems are all around me.

The most crappy problem was at home. I shall vent all my anger here since i got no one to talk to,

this is the disadvantage of having no siblings.

Currently in my room ~ listening to music to clam myself down.

I shall start from here,

I went home after CCA i was already super duper tired and pissed off.

Fine, i took my dinner and start resting.

My mother asked me to do the laundry.

I was a bit lazy so i replyed,

why not both of us do laundry together?

She gave me the whatever look.

She came back home early today, she worked for half day.

I understand if she feels tired.

I put myself in her shoes.

But she went too over.

Fine if she do not want to do it,

I will then,

I started hanging up the clothes than i found her blouse thread tangle with other clothings

i went in to the room and ask her untangle herself.

She talk to me as if i never help her do anything.

I"M SO PISSED.

roar

I'm already trying to help.

Even i put myself in her shoes.

Who will put his/herself in my shoes then?

I try to understand the sitiution of my mum,

then who shall understand me then?

Is it fair? I'm still a human right.

The worse part was she slapped herself for no reason. I was like

wth...

I kind of feel guilty,

but who shall understand me then?

(Not everytime parents are right)

- Unreasonable!

I'm just sad, many things had happened past few days.

I'm sick of everything.

Red Cross?

I don't feel respected at all, nevermind i don't want to talk much about it.

I know i still can depend on myself. As strong as a lotus.

2009-08-18T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hello Please call me Miss Yap your new teacher. Haha, crap. I love teaching some how but i am not into that profession... :D Today stayed back in school to teach my friends. I'm really glad that they really listen and concentrate, and of course they gain Knowledge. (Chemistry and Geography) Exams are coming, really going to study like crazy!!! Good luck to me for End Of Year Examnations. (: But what i aming is the o-levels but i
really have no idea what course i am going to take? Business management? 10points? Wow...no idea. Still thinking and considering Banking. I'm not sure. BYE~

I am freak tired.

2009-08-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

:D

Hi everyone! Good luck for the upcoming tests!

Here comes trouble...

2009-08-12T19:38:00.000+08:00

Oh dear, can we all stop the fighting and quarelling? It's a waste of time. "sighs" I think is better to concentrate on studies right? Guys (not rara) out there, Geography CA5 is just on Friday, why not just give it a break. All of us stop? Is a win-win situation right? Please i really don't want to see my friends get hurt. Everyone is at fault. We have our wrong doings, so dose all of you. Just don't go too far...gosh, i really don't know what to say... i just want the fight to stop. That's all, but we need both parties to cooperate.

Anyway just All The Best to everyone out there for exams.

2009-08-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today i'm so happy :D
I bought a new bag and shoe! From Adidas and Topshop(: HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY - Just very sudden, never thought today will end up this way.
The shoe i bought actual price was around S$69 but i bought it at the price of S$19.90 great right? Futhermore it's greeeeennnnnn!
The bag i bought is Red. Quite nice!

I miss my friends and Baby! :D

2009-08-08T08:15:00.000+08:00

Where shall i go today? I want to going carzy shopping! It has been a long time since i went crazy shopping.
Crazy shopping defination: A person shops till she/he drops with no money left in the pocket. Hahaha
Alright, my dear mummy she's crazy over boys over flowers. Yesterday she watched from the internet i guess 5 episodes striaght, from 7pm to 12++ i was like stuuned. "First time" She gave me a lot of comments. One time say "arghh very touching leh" "See he more handsome" "This song very nice, help me download!". Hahahaha (i'm enough of her) can't say much she's my mum.

2009-08-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

What's the point being upset about little things Rachel? Rachel? Just go on with your life.

2009-07-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

2009-07-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

i am having bad headace! argh. i give up.

2009-07-30T22:08:00.000+08:00

Finally! Common Test are over. But the worse is yet to come which is our results(!)
I flunk my Chinese common test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have already predicted it. =.= ROARRRRRRRRRRR
I scared my bill go up )): OH PLEASE.

Tomorrow going to get back Maths and Poa. Like what... afraid.

Anyway i got back my physics results. It sucked even i passed.

2009-07-25T16:07:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was really a super fun day!

After Red Cross all of us went home to change and get ready for the play. The trip to there was kind of long, on the way in the bus i took some pictures of the sunset. Sure it was awesome! (:

Anyway the Malay play was fantastic. I quite understood what are the actors and actresses were speaking about. Thanks to Atirah and Azimah. (For their translations) One of the actor was cute even Atirah agrees - read her blog and you will understand. We also took quite a number of pictures of ourselves.

Anyway it was just a really fantastic play. I also learnt quite a number of Malay language. Hahaha

Never regretting of going!

2009-07-23T18:23:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder, do you treat my words seriously? Maybe you will say yes. But to me not at all. Again maybe to you it was a misunderstanding but too me it's was not, I only believe what i hear and what i personally see. You are telling me it was a misunderstanding it won't comfort me. I do things with serious-ness as well as i treat the things i heard or seen seriously too. If you still don't understand me by now it's too late for you to know.

2009-07-22T13:43:00.002+08:00

Hello :) Currently in Tampines Library surfing the net. Hahaha today school was kind of short, Not like yesterday. "super duper long" Haha. Tomorrow will be social studies common test. I'm scared.

:D

2009-07-21T18:49:00.002+08:00

Today school was boring, super duper long day. Boring... ):

Good luck to me for Thursday paper.

2009-07-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

I feel sad for Rashidah ): Why must people or rather guys* favoring to talk bad about her so much? She's still a human. SHE HAVE FEELINGS. I wonder if you guys are still humans. Everyone is not perfect neither am i. Please stop criticizing her for no reasons.

2009-07-17T21:59:00.001+08:00

2009-07-17T16:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to RARA :D

How are you guys feeling?

This week was a full of homework week. Hahaha, i did my assignment but in the end most of our teachers did not bother to collect on the deadline. Reaction "Sad & Angry!"

Oh my, my piano exams are coming soon 5th August. Wish me all the best!

I'm so bored, will be posting more later.

2009-07-15T17:49:00.002+08:00

Oh no, common tests are coming! D: I'm scared.

Currently learning/praticing Lady Gaga - Poker face(paino verson) ((: i love it, she's my idol!

I felt like a total BITCH. I have such a wonderful & great boyfriend which is loyal to me too. But WHY not me? Why must i admire someone in my class? I am SO BITCH. I feel sorry for my Aloysius. I'm sorry. Even Gared says so, i'm not a "GOOD" kind. So if you wanna leave me just say it out alright? I'm sorry. I'm not great.

2009-07-11T23:09:00.005+08:00

Today was a super duper fun but also tiring, weird day!

I went to baby house this morning, then i decided to go for a hair cut then go to Ikea to find furniture for his room.

During this processes many things happened.

First i went to CS @ JYJY for hair cut. In the end i end up having hair cut plus hair treatment which cost quite a bomb. And beacuse that lady was good in persuading people like me. Haha from the price of $170 she gave a discount until $102 (?) with hair cut and treatment. I guess it was worth it. When i was about to pay she asked me again to consider. Do i want a course full payment 500 ++ i was like -.- but she said can pay half of the price first. Luckly i never accept or else i die. I have to learn to reject others! :)

Next i went to Ikea, we had fun looking for furniture, we bought a few stuff. Wardrobe, table, 2 mugs, floor mat, mouse pad and hangers. All paid by me! (: ( $171 ) When i was about to pay i wanted to use nets. But it was rejected it state that i had use more than 2000 dollars today. I was like =.= huh? I only use a 100 + then me and baby rushed to the nearest courts to find ATM machine. We were so confused and messy (!) After we made the payment we actually spent 10 mins to get out from that place. We cannot find the life =.= dumb of us. Haha. Okay that's fine. The another interesting thing was that. After patronizing ikea. We have to carry heavy stuff and furniture back, so we had to take a taxi. Unfortunately it cannot be place inside too long. Then this uncle came to us, he said delivery service for 25 dollars to tampines it was not worth it but we don't have choice in the end still got to take that ride.

Once we went back home, both of us was famished, we ate our lunch as if we are babarians. Hahah, after our energy boost we went back to the room cleaning, fixing up the furniture. It was really fun. It was our firs time and it was quite good. Only for some stuff. HAHAHAHHA now his room is kind of girlish because of some of my stuff, but seriously it was a room makeover. Maybe next Saturday we will be going there again. :)

2009-07-08T18:42:00.002+08:00

D:
i'm really sad, i am not worth for you. Seriously, you are unluckly to get me but i'm luckly to get you.
I know you felt betrayed when i admire other guys. I know too will you let go of me?
I'm ready, i can give you back you freedom.

I lost you but i gained wonderful memories of ours,

thank you.

2009-07-05T22:21:00.001+08:00

:D Tomorrow my mother, aunts and myself is going to have lunch together.
I wonder what are we having?
Most probably Japanese food?
Tomorrow is Youth Day too. Wahahaha (!)

I really don't know what's happening to myself, i felt that i am slacking too much! =.=

2009-07-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

School is boring =.=
Because of the H1N1, quite a number of teachers were not in school last week.
Nevermind, this week is no homework week! Cause is "Youth Day"
But if i am not wrong we still have homework (?) I guess tomorrow i will be working on my assginments.

Today went out the whole day (!)
Kind of tired, but i had a wonderful dinner with Aloysius and family.
I ate to my hearts content :D Thanks.

Finally, pictures aboves was taken by Atirah's camera (thanks), the book above stated little miss whatever so.
Determinds our Character. Is that cool? Haha.

2009-06-28T12:24:00.002+08:00

Must it end up this way? Is that the best solution we have? Even when i sleep i dreamt about this. When i eat, bath do everything this stuff bothers me where ever i go. Is that a sign of remorse (?) I have no idea. We can just sit down and settle do we have to quarrel until everyone breakdown.

Tomorrow school will be starting, i really hope nothing bothers me. I just want to lead a normal and happy life.

Is this the end?

2009-06-27T18:51:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with people nowadays? Treating them well and treating them with respect is not good enough? What else more do they want? I'm so fed up by friendship for the first time. Why??? Must this happened? Can't we just be the way we are like last time.

Maybe i am being too naive, even if i think so will they? Life is short, thinking of all this make me shorten my life. I think we got better things to do. Am i right? Better than doing all this crappy stuff we can do other things better than quarreling.

To them:

If you all are not able to cope or you want to make changes, you may just inform me. Well, you don't have to be so stress and fed up right? You can always ask for help. Did i ever rejected any of your help? But the problem is you don't even ask O: just like for me during the days in ulp i asked you guys for help right? This is what friends are for, they are not for display. Seriously there's a phrase called "speak what's on your mind". Speaking what's on your mind do helps and i will sure try to help. But the last thing is, do you think that you are a little to harsh in words? Maybe you may think is non of mine business but it's hurting. I had never dream of this day would come but it came. I didn't know i was that kind of person in both of your eyes. The one who take advantaged of people? Am i the one who pushes job around and would not one to help (?) That's a big question mark. If so i will change myself. Don't worry.

To that someone:

I cannot even believe that you just wrote that on your blog. I thought friends for so many years from primary school we would have a stable friendship. Well, maybe not anymore [?] i think we have neglected our friendship. I am seriously really hurt. I do hope we will be just like last time maybe we may not be best friends anymore but maybe just close friends will be good enough. It's sad...

Lastly to Rashidah:

Cheer up! Everyone is not in the right mood at all. But just this situation just come out at the wrong time. When school is about to start.

To RARA:

Is this the end? I hope not.

2009-06-26T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hey, hey, hey! :D

I'm so bored.

2009-06-25T14:31:00.002+08:00

Just came back from piano lesson. Today's lesson was quite fun. Maybe because i am able to play better? Tomorrow i will be busy doing the Red Cross International Bazaar Proposal! So yeah, wish me luck. Hahahaha.
I'm so freaking with Aloysius Ng! He drank liquor last night, i was like what the heck. Roar with a girl somemore and with some guys. Nevermind, i 'm tired of scolding him that's why i kept quiet. Now i'm really tired, time for me to rest! Anyway hope my father will get well soon.

2009-06-24T11:21:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 11am today, this was the second time of the month i woke up late. Still counting :) Today is already Wednesday! It's really fast.
.
Yesterday baby went a bit out of mind? He suddenly said i want to study my maths. It was around 12 plus and yet he still wanted to study. He cute :D but it's good at least he bother to study. When school starts i will sure help him and we both will work hard together!

~ bored waiting for Rashidah to come my house.

2009-06-23T21:54:00.003+08:00

Today was really a busy day for me! We did proposal for the Bazaar, guess what? I actually put in more effort in doing this proposal than for the ULP. I think it is because i work with people i know. Nevermind i wil just do my best :)

RARA also followed the Sec 1 and some Sec 2 to SFA. Our poor Lenox did not make it again. When will he start to work hard for this exam? Lenox jia you bah!

2009-06-22T23:16:00.005+08:00

Lady gaga rocks! :D

Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas plays,
Fold em' let em' hit me, raise it, baby stay with me, (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with spades to start,
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love, if its not rough it isn't fun

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I won't tell you that I love you
[ Lady Gaga Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying
I'm just stunnin'
With my love-glue-gunning

Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand 'cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She gotta love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

2009-06-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Ouch Ouch! My finger hurts. i got electrocuted while helping my father charging his areoplane battery. It hurts. I see sparkles. Sobs...

2009-06-22T20:05:00.002+08:00

Hi Friends! :D

Today RARA really had Lot's of fun. Filming for our project and playing a fool. Hahaha!

Marhdiana message me that i will still be the vice-chair regardless whether did i pass my ULP. Is it a good news for me? Actually i am not really interested in what post i am, I'm still part of the red cross family right? That will be good enough but i will cherish and appreciate what i have now. Instead of regretting in future. Tomorrow i will be having meeting with all ncos to discuss about the proposal. I'm kind of freak out with proposals! All the best to myself tomorrow. Anyway i guess everyone had heard of the news that maybe there will be an extension of one more week of school holidays? Do you think it is good? Maybe there is a positive and a negative. Well, the positive is we can have more rest while the negative is maybe our studies will be slower. Nevermind just let the Government decided :)

I love Baby

2009-06-21T10:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Father's Day!

Yesterday night i gave my father a present. I'm glad that he likes the present. I bought him a shirt from uni olo. The price is rather affordable! Good quality and design, but my biggest wish for him is to wish him

"A smile per day makes your life sweeter."

"Money is not important, health is the most significant one."

There fore wishing him good health always too!

School Holiday is nearly coming to an end, really fast. When school starts, everyone of us must work double then what we had done for the past 6 months. I guess, more stress is coming soon.

2009-06-18T23:01:00.001+08:00

2009-06-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

Sometimes if life you got to enjoy.

I may not be the best but i will try.

You see...life is not easy but yet all of us still have to go on with it. In our darkest period of time. Where everyone seems to be ignoring you, you feel that you are all alone in this world or maybe even the one you loved most have left you all alone, you feel like killing yourself. You think you had created a biggest sin in your life, cheated someone? Murder? Betraying?

Or?

Being a successful person in life? Great people? Famous? Independent?

It all counts on yourself. Ending your life with no conclusion? Or with a perfect conclusion which you are satisfied? Again... It all counts on you.

Adopt from "secret.wishes"

Tomorrow, i think it will be a tiring day? The reason is because that our school Red Cross unit is going to sell tickets. Each selling $10, i really have no idea who will buy such expensive tickets? i think we will be having a hard time. D:

2009-06-16T20:34:00.001+08:00

RARA :D

2009-06-15T23:36:00.001+08:00

BABY IS BACK!

Thanks for the pink bag and cute key chains! :D

I just degrade my phone. But it's simple and nice, still the best!

2009-06-13T18:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the worse day of my life, for the first time i cried like nobody business. I feel very week, afraid and alone. It all happened at ULP. When the camp starts, I was the first DI for my platoon i have to report attendance for C1, C2 & C3. I did not managed to count and in the end i got scolded from the Chief Trainer, worse of all i am having really really bad cramps which made me unable to complete my task with sense of urgency. It's really the worse camp i went to. Surplus, Baby was not in Singapore! I misses him like crazy. During the camp, whenever i look at the sky, i will think of him, whenever i am having lessons, Luch, foot drill i think of him! Worse~ whenever i think of him i cry. Even when i am saying cheers for Charlie, tears just went rolling down my cheeks. I'm not sure whether i am going back to that place. It was a "earth hell" for me.

I really appreciate Baby and Atirah. They painstakingly did not mask for me even though I'm not sure whether am i getting back because i left my masks with my team members. I really want to say astronomical THANK YOU to them and i love them so much! Moday i will get presents for them (:

I thanked

Rashidah and Atirah with their wishes for ULP, even though i cannot make it through.

I just got to work more harder in future.

I lost with words ~ Random words just came out from my mind.

I love Baby
Work harder
Friends
No u l p (?)

Bye,

Baby wish you were here,

2009-06-07T21:25:00.003+08:00

I put on 2kilograms :(

It's alright! I will try my best to loose weight before school re-open. Maybe i was just crazy because i immediately weigh my weight after my dinner. It's time for me to exercise!

I received $100 :)
Thank you God! Today i received $100 from my auntie. Could it be a blessing from God, because yesterday i went to church and i gave an offering of $10! Today i received 10 folds. Thank the Lord!

Tomorrow got to go back to school :)
I kind of miss school. Cause staying at home really can make me rot. I am anticipating for tomorrow night BBQ with 3A2!

I love baby,

2009-06-05T12:24:00.001+08:00

Staying at home really kills me. I'm so bored! I am helping my father to charge his "aeroplane battery". I want to study just that the weather in Singapore is so warm and humid till i have no mood to concentrate on my studies, however i thought to myself, It all counts on your inside "laziness"? Yes, everyone has it, even the most hardworking person will still be lazy to do something.

During this holidays it's time for me to reset my goals. Hence, these are my wants/ wants (material)/goals.

WANTS.

1. Concentrate on my studies more. (revise at least at least one and half hours a day)
2. Practice my piano (twice a week-30mins)
3. Exercise at least once at week
4. Relax myself once a week
5. Change to have a better Attitude, Character and Behaviour
6. To have the values of PRIZE -- Pride, Responsibility, Integrity, Zeal and Emphanty (?)
7. To gain more respect
8. Learn to learn to love my family & friends more

GOALS

1. Top in class
2. Top 3 in level
3. EMB3 target 10
English: 3
Maths: 2
POA: 1
Combine humanities: 2
Combine Sciences: 2
4. Pass well in my piano grades
5. Be a successful person in life

WANTS (Material)

1. Laptop
2. Handphone pouch
3. Bag (Adidias/Billabong?)
4. Shoe(Nike)
5. Watch-lime green {Got it}

2009-06-03T09:08:00.003+08:00

30 May 2009

Today i went to ULP. It was fun? I think, i made quite a number of new friends. Some of them came from really good schools such as, Raffles Girls Secondary, Cedar Girls Secondary and myself from a friendly neighbourhood school Pasir Ris Secondary. Our task is to work and come up with a proposal and hence we are all busy working up on it now. Sunday, we are going to meet up to continue! Lastly, what makes me more stress was that i'm carry a role of the Chairperson. Wish me luck!

3rd June 2009

I miss Aloysius! He gone for camp, i cried for the first time when he just left "for a while" maybe i really love him so much. I really want to thank him, cause he is willing to do anything; everything for me. Aloysius is the greatest man in the Earth for me. Haha, expect he is only a little naggy. I suggest next time he grow up can be councillor.

2009-06-02T20:36:00.002+08:00

29 May 2009

It was the last day of school! I'm surprised that i received the "Praise Award" i got the opportunity to shake hand with Ms Cheng on the stage and Mrs William also commented me. I'm gleeful!

2009-05-26T17:41:00.003+08:00

Hi, today was the day where we talked to the secondary 2. I was really nervous! Tomorrow will be worst. Wish me luck, my heart is pounding very fast. Hahaha! Then after that i got back to class for the entrepreneurship training. It was kind of boring, never mind today was the last sessions.
After school RARA went to play basketball under the rain. I'm sure it was really fun! We played versus. Then after that we sat down under the block and listening to music while drying myself up. Then after that "home sweet home" :D

Lastly not forgetting my Baby, I love him so much. I promised that i will pick up your phone...but please please i beg you don't be naggy. I don't really like.

2009-05-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hi!

Today my grandfather(father side) and (mother side) offer me money. I was surprised cause they wanted to gave quite a large amount. It's God blessing. They wanted to give me money for good results and encouragement for studies but i rejected, my mum asked me not to take too.
Another blessing comes from my aunts! They gave perfume to me, "Anna Sui". I was like shocked too. Blesssing is upon me. Thank God! (:

2009-05-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry Rashidah. I didn't know i made such a big mistake. Maybe you think it was not my fault or what ever so. But i just got the guilt in my heart. I didn't mean to make fun. I am really seriously sorry. From now on i seal up my mouth i swear. Only you ask questions than i answer you.

2009-05-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

Todays Red Cross training was quite boring. I'm not really sure seems to be kind of quiet. And also faced with quite a number of problems. Anyway i am really really sorry to Rashidah (about the incident) I'M REALLY SORRY. I didn't realised that i just signal the wrong thing at the wrong time! ):

Anyway today's mentor training was so so not really fun? Boring? And our poor friend Atirah has to be alone in class. Sighs my results... i don't know weather is disappointing or bother line contented.

English: C5
Maths:B4
(Geography & Social Studies):B4
(Physics & Chemistry):A2
Principle of Accounts:A1
Chinese:C5

Although i did not fail any subjects i am still not quite satisfied as my EMB3 score is 16points. I'm full with disappointment!

It's okay, it's alright! There's still End Of Year to go. I'm aming for o levels not for others!

2009-05-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

2009-05-20T21:54:00.001+08:00

Hellos (: Today was a Transport Day * Took the bus, mrt and taxi. Hahahahaha

2009-05-19T18:13:00.003+08:00

Today was really a tiring day, as me and my friends went to a few places and have some fun too. In the morning we went to School to clean and tidy the Red Cross room. The room was really dirty, dusty and messy. We had a hard time cleaning up. But the results was great! The room is now presently immaculate! At least our hard work did not went down the drain. After doing all these chores. We discuss about the proposal that we were preparing. "Kind of stress out" because after that we still got to make a trip to Pasir Ris park to plan and arrange the route for the race. But after all it was quite fun in some ways. Got to go now, time to rest! :D

2009-05-18T17:10:00.002+08:00

Wow, finally exams are over! It's time for me to sit back, relax and enjoy!
But what i am worried for are my results, can i do well? I hope so. I should not hope i should say I WANT to! Haha, this is the way!

Time for me to rest, post more later! :D

2009-05-15T17:23:00.003+08:00

I have to put my blog private! ROAR

2009-05-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

This watch don't have le. Nice luh. Out of Stock

I wanna buy all this

2009-05-13T16:01:00.000+08:00

Mother's day present! :D for my mummy

A Crazy day @ my house with friends

2009-05-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

I have learnt something from what i had experienced past few days or weeks. I realized i cannot rely on anyone. Not even my friends (maybe some?). I don't know why, i just felt that i'm kind of invisible among them? Maybe i felt left out? Maybe..."sighs"

2009-05-11T09:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday! Azimah (:

Later we will be meeting Azimah to celebrate her birthday with her!

2009-05-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hello :D

2 more days later, exams will be here soon. This Mid Year i don't think i had really prepared much for it. I'm afraid i could not pass well...maybe a bother line pass, but still not satisfied with it. Never mind, i told myself to work extra hard for End Of Year. I hope there will be a miracle in my results.

Tomorrow is Azimah's Birthday, wow time passes by really fast. It has been 6 years since we met. I thought of the pass, maybe we are not as close like we used to be in the pass. I do quite miss those history. Where we used to play, fight and share those wonderful memories together. Azimah will always be my best friend to the bottom of my heart, no matter last time or in the future are we still that close. She will " always be my greatest friend of all " I will like to wish her " Happy Birthday in Advance" Wishes her to meet her true prince charming and pass all her exams, but all counts on hard work zimo. I will be always there, if you do have nay queries. Though i am not that smart but at least i still can help a bit. My dear dear friend... really hope you will stay happy always. Never let your family members affect your mood. We maybe had gone through the same experience what our father gave to us. Maybe somehow it's for our own good or maybe sometimes they are just being unreasonable. But you know what Azimah, just keep smiling. RARA will never be apart yeah. Lastly again wishing you a really Happy 15th Birthday sister. Older than me, i'm still youthful. Hahas just kidding alright. :} i will end here. Hope you won't tear after you read this. Just kidding.

I'm proudly to announced
Rachel (ZIMOS 6 years friends)

2009-05-04T21:28:00.000+08:00

I have many choices
(1) To continue with my present life, pretend that nothing had happened.
(2) Make a harsh decision.
(3) Forgive and Forget

But the thing i hate was when settleing with our own business i don't like outsiders. I hate it. I guess i had made a decision... i don't know will i regret but i will just do it.

4th May 2009

2009-05-04T21:14:00.001+08:00

4th may 09

2009-05-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

How can i describe today? Hm... basically i think it was quite boring, tiring and i thought if the period that we gone through was bored, time should passes by more slowly but as for today the time passed by quick.

Omg! I have not been studying. Please i got to buck up, i cannot afford to fail ANY of my subjects. Especially EMB3. BUCK UP! WORK HARD! And i wish all the students who are having exams all the best. By wishing won't help, the most important thing is you got to work hard too! To achieve for the best results. (:

2009-05-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

Roar (: bored la... i miss someone...